I think that if everyone saw things from my point of view, the world would be a better place... Ok. I KNOW this is one of the most selfish things to say. I also know that the world wouldn't be so nice if everyone was the same, we'd be ruined then. But you know what i mean.
I have those moments that i just want to laugh out because everyone is acting so weird. They're taking things SO seriously.
I don't know... The way i think lately is kinda weird. I can't explain. I wish i could -and think i will, eventually, but it will take ages. But it's a good change, i can say that.
Today was the first day of school, after the holidays. It was ok, i guess. But my first thought was "too much noise, too many people!!" I realized the other day, that being with myself a lot makes me happy. I feel a distance from people, and i don't think it's bad I mean it makes me feel good. And act less stupid. I also don't feel the need to think about them.
I also noticed that i'm naturally not myself around people. I'm standing there, everything is ok, and if i start talking to someone it's likely that i'll start complaining about stuff that i don't really mind.
I wanna spend more time with myself :|
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the sad thing is that, I couldn't agree with myself because I am such a slow thinker. By the way I could learn Ancient greek but I refused because I was busy but I wanted.
hm, i know what you mean dude (btw thanks 4 the letter.). I've fealt really happy lately. I actually also have fealt stress in long long time. One night I just started crying, sitting on the floor, becouse I didn't know what I'd write my essay about. After I got an idea, I just started smiling and did it? Remember when I hated people who were always like: "think positive". I think I've got a hang of it. I'm not going to fake it. Its normal to be unhappy.
I feel really sucky in a phsycal way, becouse I havent got enough sleep in many years.. ok well ecpesially this month. I need to fight temptations.. I've borrowed 10 dvd's from the library, So many cd's and so AWESOME sheet music.. But I dont have time for myself. I need to:
practise my speech
do and essay
do an other essay
read a book by tuesday
practise latin an physics
read for exams
do sports
LIVE???
sorry for this rediculously long comment.
I miss our msn talks..
I dont like msn anymore.. Yeah I know... Its funny how we change.
emperor ropi: i don't agree with myself either. i've just learned to love her :P
And... i've been having lessons at school for like 5 years now and haven't learned much. it's hard, too much grammar!
ebony: yay for long comments. don't apologize for them. i miss our msn talks too, though i'm sick of msn. I don't even turn on the computer that much. I'm healed!!
Well, keep in touch <3
ps: i'm really, so glad you're happy :)
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