La neige!

It snowed!! Wow... I missed a test, 2 days of school and one lesson at φροντιστήριο! Hooray! It was great, though i didn't do anything but sitting here for 2 whole days. Oh well =)

Random updates, just because

1. All i want to do is lie around and watch the Simpsons all day.
2. Lately, i've been having dreams about my ex and i have no idea why. It's not even like i think about the whole thing. Last night i woke up cursing myself cause it happened again. I actually woke up thinking 'enough already!'
3. I felt the need to learn about Buddism. And i'm reading stuff about it.

Not like it surprises me, though...

I just don't get why someone would smoke. I really don't get why someone would start smoking at 17, too. I don't get many other things too, about it. Ok, so Capsule started smoking like 2 months ago and i didn't know until some weeks ago, when she all of a sudden told me not to comment, took a packet out of her bag and started smoking. The reason i didn't know is, that she can't stand me lecturing her... We actually had a whole conversation and she was annoyed that i care that much. She said there are so many things around us that are not good and she doesn't see me complaining about them. What annoys me the most is that she is convinced that i'm just closed-minded, and i hate smoking so much because i was raised 'with those beliefs'! I mean, seriously? I was coughing my lungs out the other day that i was around her smoking and she said it's just all in my head and if i weren't that convinced that it's bad i wouldn't mind that much...
...Anyway. I actually don't talk about it (i even feel like it's a taboo sometimes). But it does bug me, even when she doesn't do it in front of me. And i can't tell her... I mean she comes to hug me and i feel really bad. I hate the smell so much that i end up trying to avoid her! I find it hard to look at her sometimes, and it's not like i'm thinking of stuff,-- it just makes me feel like running away! Not as in she'll try to make me smoke too (she wouldn't, duh) or as in my friend is a punk, just... i feel like i'll die if i breath that shit.